I recognize I should have much better. I understand that I shouldn’t have approved the crumbs that you were offering me. As well as I also recognize that I shouldn’t even consider you– the person that walked away so easily without claiming a word.
However, I am someone who connects with others on a really deep level and I can not neglect them easily as well as go on with my life. I need time for recovery to take place.
And also I will certainly exist if I state that I no more think about you, where you are, what you are doing, as well as whether you miss me. I still want to message you, yet I deal with need to do so due to the fact that I know you are over me. Or possibly you really did not really care that much concerning me. Because you do not leave the one you love.
That’s why I look unbothered each time I run into you in public. Due to the fact that I know I must neglect you and also speaking concerning you won’t help me to do so, that’s why I will not even mention your name to my buddies. Due to the fact that I recognize that that’s the best point to do since we don’t belong together, I act like I no longer offer a damn regarding you. In my heart– I want you well and also I really hope that you are delighted.
Due to the fact that you broke me, as well as I recognize that everyone would tell me that I shouldn’t miss you. That I should not consider you even for a moment due to the fact that you do not deserve it. Because you have actually verified to me that you are not worthy of me …
But, I can not close my heart like that. The fact is, I think I will certainly always appreciate you and want you well. Because I am someone who keeps in mind only the good memories and also fails to remember the bad. I am someone that just sees the great in people and also always remembers those that touched my heart. I can not fail to remember that at some point, I was the happiest with you.
I know that I am expected to be angry at you for deserting me, but I can not. I still believe you are a fantastic person. I can’t simply fail to remember whatever we shared and hate you for leaving. You harm me, yes. Yet I understand that you didn’t do it deliberately.
I don’t know your factors, yet I can’t be mad at you if you found that your happiness was not with me as well as you went to locate it somewhere else.
So, I desire you all the happiness in the world as well as I wish you’ll find what you are looking for.