Hello there. We do not understand each other yet, but someday we will certainly meet. Perhaps you will certainly be the one that will cross my course without knowing that the person you’ve just gone by will be the greatest love of your life.
Or who understands, maybe someday, I will locate you and also recognize that you were the only person that I’ve been awaiting.
I can not help however wonder just how our first encounter will be. Possibly I will certainly fulfill you on that particular bench in my preferred park. Possibly I will certainly encounter you on my method to operate in the most romantic means possible. Perhaps I will unconsciously concern your job as well as enjoy your efficiency. Perhaps you will certainly serve me my favored beverage. Possibly your dog will chase my cat you will certainly come going to save us.
We will never ever recognize that until it takes place. All I know for sure is that out of 7 billion people in this world, you will choose me. And, somehow (that we have yet to find) I will certainly pick you. I will state yes to caring you unconditionally. And also you will state yes to spending your whole life by my side.
That is why I wish to introduce myself. I want to allow you recognize that there belong to me that you won’t be able to understand. Heck, there belong to me that not even I recognize. These parts of me have been with me my entire life and the only point that you would certainly need to do is approve them. That is, if you absolutely love me, of course.
I want you to recognize that my heart awaits you, yet it has already been wounded. It has been damaged to pieces and also brought back to life once more. Do not be surprised when you disclose my sharp edges. They are the only security that I’ve made it through these years. What I will certainly require from you are perseverance and also resistance.
I desire you to know that it won’t be fairly simple to enjoy me since I’ve been with numerous ‘enjoys’ prior to. Every one of them was a big frustration. Every one of them was a reason for me to stop believing in a happy ending. Right here I am imagining just how amazing it would certainly be when we finally meet each various other.
There will be minutes when my instability changes me right into an unreasonable individual. There will be moments when I state things that I don’t imply. There will certainly be moments when my anxiousness takes control of me. In those moments, you will certainly feel shed. You will certainly feel powerless. Simply like every various other tornado, this will pass. And also if we are willing to make it out active, we will hold each various other’s hand as well as walk out of it also more powerful.
Know that I will wait for you. Whoever you are. I will wait for the individual who will certainly see me for who I am. I will certainly await the one that will know the ways of my heart. I will wait on the one who will enjoy my existence. I will await the one who will kiss me softly and passionately, just the means I deserve. I will certainly wait for the one who will not be afraid to fulfill the demons and discover a means to soothe them. I will certainly await the one that will certainly be endure enough to encounter my anxieties, instabilities, imperfections, dark sides as well as like me no matter just how incomplete I am.
Here’s to you. I understand that you are available someplace wondering about the very same. And also I recognize that you really feel agitated, but what is predestined will come true at the end. You need to recognize that. If you and I are implied to wind up with each other, life will find a method to make that bridge in between us.
Till after that … all that is left are dreams.