Please don’t be shocked to locate out that she’s no much longer there to select up the phone when you need her. You were the one that educated her that she is the only person she can trust.
You were the one that gave her the guts to make the step as well as leave the memory of you behind. You were the individual that made her understand that she must be more powerful in order to survive. You did that by not being there for her when she seriously required your assistance.