Cat Saturday
You loved a person that was unable of caring anyone else but themselves. A person who declined to be intimate with you. A person who used you when he felt like it. A male who was never ever thrilled to see you, no matter exactly how brilliant as well as big your smile were whenever you saw him.
Someone that was psychologically burdened, or better yet, psychologically dead. Someone that was never interested in caring you, just in possessing you.